I needed to come up from under the water

I STARTED READING Homesick, a memoir by Jennifer Croft, and I couldn’t put it away. The writing is exceptionally strong. It pulled me in like one of those all-engulfing ocean waves. They first sweep you up and then turn you upside-down and pull you all the way to the bottom. That was the sensation. https://popula.com/2022/11/18/me-today-i-needed-to-come-up-from-under-the-wave

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When We Were Twins

“History has many cunning passages and contrived corridors, wrote T.S. Eliot and Danuta Hinc takes us down several such dark alleys as she explores the human realities behind the so-called “war on Terror.” Along the way she reveals just how intricate and surprising the weave of history has become, or perhaps has always been. The threads here twine from Egypt to…

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Terrace Houses

More about Terrace Houses in Ephesus, Turkey Life, however long, will always be short. Wisława Szymborska, Our Ancestors’ Short Lives Our guide calls the Roman Period (129 BCE-395 CE) Terrace Houses in Ephesus, the Beverly Hills of Ephesus. So far, archeologists excavated seven houses, or more accurately, a complex of seven houses. They vary in sizes from about 1000 to…

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Seven

He was caught somewhere between his mother’s last kiss and the first kiss he would give his child, between the war that was and would be. Jonathan Safran Foer During the Cold War, my mother would travel from Gdańsk, Poland, to East Berlin twice a year to shop for items that were unavailable back at home; school supplies, clothes, and…

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Water Under the Bed

A sense of security, of well-being, of summer warmth pervades my memory. That robust reality makes a ghost of the present. The mirror brims with brightness; a bumblebee has entered the room and bumps against the ceiling. Everything is as it should be, nothing will ever change, nobody will ever die. Vladimir Nabokov, Speak, Memory The woman who used to…

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The Spirit Of History

What else, if not individual acts of complicity, like that of that neighbor—or acts of defiance, like that of my grandfather—form the historical waves, the irresistible current of events that shapes the foundation of every human society.  Where wind carries the smell of the crematorium And a bell in the village tolls the Angelus The Spirit of History is out…

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Beneath the black rocks

My mother’s face betrayed nothing but the utmost delight. She touched my father’s arms and chest, all the places where the flowers were blooming.  They cut into the ocean in a perfectly perpendicular line. Their color changes depending on how much of the rock is submerged in water in low or high tides and how much sunlight reflects on their…

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Nazis and the layers of shame

The Polish Nazis—with swastikas tattooed in their armpits—were quiet. No one knew they existed until it was too late. We must tell our children about how this evil was allowed to happen—because so many people succumbed to their darkest instincts; because so many others stood silent. But let us also tell our children about the Righteous among the Nations. Among…

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